STPM STUDENT LIFE

      

  Hi assalamualaikum peeps, its such a long journey since i grad from kisas. Cause my life didnt end when ipg and upu rejected me eventho my results are quite okay for it which is 7A’s. I got Yarmouk Jordan and rayuan Asasi Bahasa Arab in UIA Gambang. But i still chose stpm instead of them. Why? What I could say STPM is not for a person who cant deal with rules because we still went to school. Memang mula-mula rasa macam f6 is the last choice for me, but then, bila dah masuk daftar, there’s a feeling that i cant tell bila jumpa semua para murabbi and kawan ii di samtkkb. Theyre wonderful to me 😍. Sampaikan bila dpt keputusan rayuan which is uia tu, i rejected them because of STPM. For STPM, i took Pengajian Am, Syariah, Bahasa Arab, Sejarah and MUET. For the first semester, everything was fine for mee…because i don’t need to think about any jawatan…i didn’t have any responsibility kecuali belajar je…

     Bila dah sem 2, baru la bermulanya mcm ii cabaran,rintangan dan dugaan…akhir sem 1 ada election for MAJLIS PERWAKILAN PELAJAR (MPP) and i got the jawatan T. Presiden MPP…..and dah nak penghujung sem 2, our president decided to leave us 😭 and now i’m the president for MPP….It was quite hard for me sbb tanggungjawab tu sangat besar… tapi alhamdulillah masih bertahan sampai sekarang…and bila dah sem 2 kena lantik jadi PKU juga ….what do u feel if u were in my shoes, pegang 2 jawatan besar, it was hard for meee too 😭😭 org yang paling rapat pun  yg kita sangka boleh jadi support system boleh berpaling or betray kita, bila kita jadi pemimpin….but alhamdulillah i still got the minority to support me eventho just minors 🥺 

Thanks a lot for whoever reading this ❤️ hopefully your journey will be going smoothly 🤍

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