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RANDOM THOUGHTS

      Assalamualaikum everyone....Semua sihat? I just finish my usrah mahallah. So instead of keeping the stories and ilmu baharu, I'll be sharing it here. Boleh kan...Because I'm kinda emotional with the module today. We finished 2 modules this night, since it should be held during Ramadan but everyone was busy at that moment. So let me share the points, and I'll be yapping in my point of view okayy.      In the first place, kami diajukan satu soalan, which is, "apa benda yang korang rasa, mcm susah untuk dikawal" and everyone answered in their point of view. So, my answer was, first, overthinking and second, emotions/perasaan. Jadi, Its common la kan, nama pun perempuan. Tapi kejap, let me finish yg utama okay? Ok, kita pergi kepada my naqibah's points. Its actually based on our Ibadah which is Fasting/Puasa. The main point was macam mana kita nak kawal nafsu kita, tak kisahla time makan ke apa ke sebab nafsu ni general betul tak. Cara nak kawal adalah ...

Small Steps, Big Dreams: My First Chapter at IIUM

Hi assalamualaikum semuaaa. How are you guys doing? Are u good? Alhamdulillah. Selamat memburu Lailatul Qadr utk 10 malam terakhir ni.   Semoga Allah makbulkan setiap doa kita yang pernah disulam dalam sujud panjang, yang ditaburkan bersama harapan, dan yang disandarkan sepenuhnya kepada-Nya.      Btw baru lepas Asar, tengah tunggu class EDIE 2000, so kita tulis-tulis la sikit hehe.   Perhaps, I should’ve written this blog when I first started my journey at IIUM. But the mood never quite came to me. Sebab mcm belum dapat rentak lagi kat sini masa semester 1, skrg dah sem 2 so kita dh ada experiencela, walaupun masih sekejap, and sikit, tapi nak tulis jugak on the spot, since dah ada mood ni. So, hmm life here has been something like a roller coaster which unpredictable, challenging, yet somehow beautiful in the way it slowly shapes who I am becoming (ustajah) 🤭       Actually, before masuk UIA, I asked opinions from my friends and seniors y...

TESL - TASL real quick

 Assalamualaikum wbt and a very good not so morning anymore, hehe..actually, harini rasa nak share journey untuk beberapa bulan terawal semester 1 kat uni/iium.  Btw, I don’t really have a dream uni, but after spm actually I got into CFS for Foundation in Arabic Language (asasi bahasa arab) in gambang. But, I chose to pursue my study in STPM back then. But alhamdulillah, rezeki, semasa degree, again, I got IIUM.    Right after SPM, I planned to pursue TESL because I was really interested in English and education or teaching stuff, kalau nak lebih detail, hmm lecturer la sebenarnya. However, life took a slightly different path and I ended up entering STPM instead. During that time, something unexpected happened which I began to develop an interest in Arabic.      It was largely inspired by Ustazah Syakirah, who truly opened my eyes to the beauty and depth of the language. From that moment, my curiosity grew and I started to genuinely enjoy learning and ...

🌸 STPM RESULTS 🌸

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 Assalamualaikum semua !! Welcome back to my little space 🌻 So harini sementara tunggu turn kat kpj, I would like to share some stories.  Alhamdulillah. I still can’t believe I’m saying this, but… I got 4 flat in STPM 😭💖 It’s been a crazy journey…sleepless nights, mental breakdowns, overthinking every paper but in the end, Allah made a way. This result is not just mine, it’s for everyone who prayed, supported, and believed in me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.  It was  something I once thought was out of reach, but here I am, living proof that hard work, patience, and sincere dua go a long way. This result means everything to me. To anyone still fighting their own battles pls keep going. Your time will come, inshaAllah. So, when I came to SAMT ustazah asked me to share my tips to my fellow juniors, but actually, I don’t really have a tips but ill share my sec journey since i have posted my stpm journey before I got my full stpm results.  So, ofc, it ...

My STPM Journey

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 Hi, Assalamualaikum !!! I feel a little bit under the weather. But I still want to express my roller coaster feelings here. It’s currently 3.50 a.m. and sebelum nak prepare sahur, i want to write a little bit about my stpm journey in samt kkb. Honestly, I never thought of pursuing stpm in the first place because of the stigma that says stpm is the last option for students who fail to get into university. But who knows Allah is the best planner…some might say that stpm is their last choice meanwhile me? It didn’t even on my list !! I never imagine of being a form 6 student. I was hoping for asasi in uitm. But, I didnt get the opportunity to continue my study in foundation. I got rejected for upu, and that was my dark ages. I felt that I am a failure. I got 7A’s but i got rejected by upu. It hurts me a lot. I called hadirah immediately right after I got rejected by upu. I cried a lot. And hadirah was a stam student in samtkkb, so she suggested stpm for me to pursue for. And ummi and...

MUET & ULBA ❤️‍🩹

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  What is MUET actually, it stands for Malaysian University English Test. Since we’re on our way to pursue degree in public university, we’re obliged to get band 3.0 and above in order to pursue degree in university. My MUET journey is not easy. It was hectic since the gap with ULBA are only 1 day. It was one the most pressure moment i’ve been dealing with. For speaking test, I was destined to be in a group with male students. So it was a bit difficult for us to practice face to face. So we only practice it through google meet. We’re not a native speaker, and not that fluent. But we’ve tried our very best, and turns out we got all topic about National Day.  What i’ve learned from MUET speaking test is we have to cooperate with each other, and we also have to broaden our vocabs in order to speak fluently. But my problem is, i got no idea.💔 I usually speak in front of the mirror to gain my confidence and also decreasing my low self esteem level. And alhamdulillah speaking test ...

🌸 MPP 24/25 🌸

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 Assalamualaikum and a very good evening my sunshine !!!     It has been a long time since I posted my latest blog. Usually, I post my blog based on what I feel. I’ve been struggling with my stpm since July last year. And i also posted about MPP but I didn’t share any process about it. MPP stands for Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar. MPP is an organisation for form 6. But, we’re meant to help everyone since we’re in school. Walaupun kadang kadang tak semua orang suka f6. Yela, ada segelintir yg merasakan sebagai seorang pelajar tingkatan 6, tak boleh buat salah. U have to be perfect. I really do understand that. But for me, selagi mana kita ada kat sekolah, selagi tu akan ada attitude  sebagai budak sekolah. We’re not in college. Since the environment is school our attitude as budak sekolah are still there. But we’re super senior so we have to be a role model for the juniors. But sometimes there must be an unfair situation. But never mind. Itula ujiannya. Never mind sikit l...