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 Hi, Assalamualaikum !!! I feel a little bit under the weather. But I still want to express my roller coaster feelings here. It’s currently 3.50 a.m. and sebelum nak prepare sahur, i want to write a little bit about my stpm journey in samt kkb. Honestly, I never thought of pursuing stpm in the first place because of the stigma that says stpm is the last option for students who fail to get into university. But who knows Allah is the best planner…some might say that stpm is their last choice meanwhile me? It didn’t even on my list !! I never imagine of being a form 6 student. I was hoping for asasi in uitm. But, I didnt get the opportunity to continue my study in foundation. I got rejected for upu, and that was my dark ages. I felt that I am a failure. I got 7A’s but i got rejected by upu. It hurts me a lot. I called hadirah immediately right after I got rejected by upu. I cried a lot. And hadirah was a stam student in samtkkb, so she suggested stpm for me to pursue for. And ummi and...

  What is MUET actually, it stands for Malaysian University English Test. Since we’re on our way to pursue degree in public university, we’re obliged to get band 3.0 and above in order to pursue degree in university. My MUET journey is not easy. It was hectic since the gap with ULBA are only 1 day. It was one the most pressure moment i’ve been dealing with. For speaking test, I was destined to be in a group with male students. So it was a bit difficult for us to practice face to face. So we only practice it through google meet. We’re not a native speaker, and not that fluent. But we’ve tried our very best, and turns out we got all topic about National Day.  What i’ve learned from MUET speaking test is we have to cooperate with each other, and we also have to broaden our vocabs in order to speak fluently. But my problem is, i got no idea.💔 I usually speak in front of the mirror to gain my confidence and also decreasing my low self esteem level. And alhamdulillah speaking test ...

 Assalamualaikum and a very good evening my sunshine !!!     It has been a long time since I posted my latest blog. Usually, I post my blog based on what I feel. I’ve been struggling with my stpm since July last year. And i also posted about MPP but I didn’t share any process about it. MPP stands for Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar. MPP is an organisation for form 6. But, we’re meant to help everyone since we’re in school. Walaupun kadang kadang tak semua orang suka f6. Yela, ada segelintir yg merasakan sebagai seorang pelajar tingkatan 6, tak boleh buat salah. U have to be perfect. I really do understand that. But for me, selagi mana kita ada kat sekolah, selagi tu akan ada attitude  sebagai budak sekolah. We’re not in college. Since the environment is school our attitude as budak sekolah are still there. But we’re super senior so we have to be a role model for the juniors. But sometimes there must be an unfair situation. But never mind. Itula ujiannya. Never mind sikit l...

         Hi assalamualaikum peeps, its such a long journey since i grad from kisas. Cause my life didnt end when ipg and upu rejected me eventho my results are quite okay for it which is 7A’s. I got Yarmouk Jordan and rayuan Asasi Bahasa Arab in UIA Gambang. But i still chose stpm instead of them. Why? What I could say STPM is not for a person who cant deal with rules because we still went to school. Memang mula-mula rasa macam f6 is the last choice for me, but then, bila dah masuk daftar, there’s a feeling that i cant tell bila jumpa semua para murabbi and kawan ii di samtkkb. Theyre wonderful to me 😍. Sampaikan bila dpt keputusan rayuan which is uia tu, i rejected them because of STPM. For STPM, i took Pengajian Am, Syariah, Bahasa Arab, Sejarah and MUET. For the first semester, everything was fine for mee…because i don’t need to think about any jawatan…i didn’t have any responsibility kecuali belajar je…      Bila dah sem 2, baru la bermulanya...

 Hi !! Assalamualaikum everyone. Alhamdulillah after a long journey in kisas, 8th June 2023 menjadi tarikh keramat untuk batch 05 which is when the spm results coming out. Alhamdulillah i was grateful for everything i've got cause it is not easy for me to go through this journey since i'm not a scorer since then.    Act, nak sangat ambil result di kisas, tapi i don't have any transport since my mom got into accident. Sedih, tapi ummi kata mungkin ada yang lebih baik Allah nak bagi. And it turns out i need to check it online. So pagi tu i asked abah untuk teman tengok result tapi abah pergi baring ii dulu, buat coffee dulu. Kita kat depan PC dah gelabah teruk dah.    Cuba buka kat PC tapi tak boleh sebab PC tu loading lama sangat. So i took an initiative to check it on Ipad. Bukak ii terus kira A dulu. Alhamdulillah i got 7A's mmg terkejut and bersyukur sangat pada Allah sebab bagi peluang merasa result mcm tu. I didn't expect that result sebab i never scored tha...

 Dulu, waktu f1 i’ve always wanted to be one of sasic student, mmg cakap kat member ii samses, kisas is one of my dream school after sepintar since i got rejected from sepintar, masukla samses… Ni first day masuk 6/4/2021 umi yg nangis 😭 My MJK (doc stone) my first most hectic week tapi skrg dah biasa hectic ii ni ..biasala kisas I never thought i could live here lebih setahun sebab time f4 kejap pdpr kejap sekolah je kan..for me f5 la tahun yang banyak bittersweet moment in my life kat kisas…ada masa di atas ada masa di bawah.. know ii dah nak habis spm dah..3 hari je lagi b4 addmath..there’s no more zaimul ummah, mungkin ada tapi lower 6 la kot..the new generation of zaimul ummah gen 67 🥺  First time balik raya with my dorm mate E33 2021 bulan May Dua km dorm kat tgh tula yg banyak didik and beri tunjuk ajar kat kami, and sentiasa sabar dengan kesalahan kami..alhamdulillah berkat tu sorg dah nak fly pergi jepun ambil engineering sorg lagi asasi sains fizik ..straight A’s a...