Nisreena

 Hi, Assalamualaikum !!! I feel a little bit under the weather. But I still want to express my roller coaster feelings here. It’s currently 3.50 a.m. and sebelum nak prepare sahur, i want to write a little bit about my stpm journey in samt kkb. Honestly, I never thought of pursuing stpm in the first place because of the stigma that says stpm is the last option for students who fail to get into university. But who knows Allah is the best planner…some might say that stpm is their last choice meanwhile me? It didn’t even on my list !! I never imagine of being a form 6 student. I was hoping for asasi in uitm. But, I didnt get the opportunity to continue my study in foundation. I got rejected for upu, and that was my dark ages. I felt that I am a failure. I got 7A’s but i got rejected by upu. It hurts me a lot. I called hadirah immediately right after I got rejected by upu. I cried a lot. And hadirah was a stam student in samtkkb, so she suggested stpm for me to pursue for. And ummi and...